| Location | Kettering |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 7/2008 |
| Date of Death | 7/2008 |
| Visitors | 5,544 since 15/08/2008 |
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When we found out i was pregnant we were so excited we had been trying a while. We made so many plans & we had his room done by april. We were just too excited ,so we spent the next few mounths filling his draws and finding toys that mached his room. Every thing was just so perfect.
All through june my ankles,hands and face were swelling, but was told i was fine and not to worry as it`s because of the weather and this happens when your pregnant. They got bigger and bigger and on 2nd July i decided to phone the hospital. They told me to come in so i could be monitored .
Baby james was fine & kicking away. He really didn't think much to being monitored. On Friday 4th i went to see my consultant because i had a bad back & broken cocsix. They were thinking of bringing him early because of this and at that appointment they found a small trace of protien in my urine. I also had a very slight constant headache so they thought with my swelling and other symptons they would keep me in with suspected pre-eclampsia. When i got to the ward my blood pressure was high and my urine still had a trace but baby james was fine.
As the day went on it all went back to normal and they said i could go home but come back twice a week for check ups. Then on sun the 6th about 9pm i thought i was in the early stages of labour this being my 1st so went to bed because it was not too bad and felt abit like period pains. I woke up at 4:15am with the worst pain and was being very sick.
We arrived at hospital at 5am and i was constantly in an awfull lot of pain. After checking for Baby James` heartbeat they could not find one, so they rang for a doctor and bought in a scan machine so we started to panic. The doctor did not say alot and he wanted to get a second opinion, they then told us our baby had died and i screamed and told him he was lying and he had to keep checking but he would'nt. They moved us to another room because they needed to do tests and i still didn't belive them, so they got a consultant to do another scan to confirm it.
I still belived he would be fine i could still feel him moving ,but we now know it was just my waters.
My mum and dad arrived to support me and my husband. I was in natural labour but there was no pattern to the contractions, just constant pain. As the day progressed i got alot worse, i was very poorly so they broke my waters and were expecting to see blood from an abruption but it was fine so they still did not know why i was so poorly.
It was very strange, i still belived our baby was fine.
It was a long day lots of crying and fear how could we have our baby and not take him home. I carried on deteriorating so they helped me along with my labour, Then the pain really was unbearable they gave me an epidural and i had lost all my colour they started to worry.i was in and out of consciousness and had 15 consultants,midwives and doctors who were trying to help.
By 7pm my blood pressure had dropped to 66/32 and they couldnt work out why. At 8pm baby James was born asleep and taken out of the room to be cleaned up. Shortly after, the placenter came out quickly followed by 4litres / 70% of my blood. At that point the consultants said that they now knew why i had been so ill, i had had a concealed abruption. Very quickly i started to recover as they gave me 4 blood transfusions and other fluids.
1 hour later a mid wife was stood in the middle of the room with our sleeping baby i was so scared of my feelings. I held him and have never felt so proud in all my life hes just like his daddy so we named him after him. We had a mixture of feelings, sad, happy & scared all at the same time. Later on that night i took another short turn for the worse so they converted the room into a high depenency unit just for us and had a midwife stay in the same room to make sure that my health didnt take another turn for the worse. I had tubes and wires comming out of me so that they could closly monitor me.
We slept with him in between us all night but didnt get more than 30mins sleep as we had the most beautiful baby boy between us.
We had the hole next day with him and our famlies. In the morning we gave him a wash and changed his clothes. Later on that day he had his blessing, got his foot and hand prints done and spent the best time of my life with him.
We have over 300 photos of him (proud mummy and daddy) and saying good bye to him was the hardest thing we have ever had to do but we couldn't keep him with us foever like we had longed to do.
Everything feels so wrong with out him and we miss him so much how could this happen. We will always love our little prince and cherish the time we spent with him.
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Tributes For Week Commencing 1st May 2011
___()''""()…All
__("( 'o', )….Our
__(")(")(,,)…..Angels
______()''""() …..Are
_____("( 'o', )…….Precious
_____(")(")(,,)………To Us
Monday
You were my Angel,
But angels were too few.
God needed Angels,
And so he sent for you.
Tuesday
Smile of an Angel,
With a twinkle in your eye.
I'll remember you forever,
Only for now, I'll say goodbye.
Wednesday
Laughter came so easy,
To someone with your smile.
I was lucky to have known you,
And loved you for a while.
Thursday
I borrowed you from heaven,
Now you must return.
Of all the lessons in my life,
This is the hardest one to learn.
Friday
A Silent Tear By Gaynor Llewellyn
Just close your eyes and you will see
All the memories that you have of me
Just sit and relax and you will find
I'm really still there inside your mind
Don't cry for me now I'm gone
For I am in the land of song
There is no pain, there is no fear
So dry away that silent tear
Don't think of me in the dark and cold
For here I am, no longer old
I'm in that place that's filled with love
Known to you all, as "UP ABOVE"
Saturday
It's a Time of Heartfelt Sadness
It's a time of heartfelt sadness
When a loved one passes on
But know your loved one lives in joy
And peace where he (or she) has gone
Oh how much he will be missed
That's where the sadness lies
But others who have missed him
now rejoice in Heaven's skies
We know one day we'll join him
Because our time on earth will flee
We'll then live with him forever
Throughout all eternity
--By Ron Tranmer ---
Sunday
I Have a Place in Heaven
I have a place in heaven
Please don't sing sad songs for me,
Forget your grief and fears,
For I am in a perfect place
Away from pain and tears.
It's far away from hunger
And hurt and want and pride,
I have a place in Heaven
With the Master at my side.
My life on earth was very good,
As earthly life can go,
But Paradise is so much more
Than anyone can know.
My heart is filled with happiness
And sweet rejoicing, too.
To walk with God is perfect peace,
A joy forever new.
Author Unknown
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......(@)(@)(@)(@)…Thoughts
...(@)(@)(@)(@)(@)….Today
....(@).(@).(@).(@)…Memories
.......(@)..(@)..(@)....…..Forever
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...........(@)|(@)......Angela ~ Christopher's
...............)..|.(......…….Very
..............(......)....……….Proud
..............(......)....………….Mum
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Tributes for Week Commencing 24th January
(’’ ♥’’) ---------(.)””(.)…..All
--’C(’’ ♥’’)-----( ’o’, )…….Angels
-----’’J(’’ ♥’’)--.()♥ ()………..Are
-----------’R’’---(_)-(_)…………Precious
FOR MONDAY
ღBest and most beautiful
ღThings in the world cannot
ღBe seen or even touched.
ღThey must be felt with the heart.
FOR TUESDAY
ღGone yet not forgotten,
ღAlthough we are apart,
ღYour spirit lives within me,
ღForever in my heart.
FOR WEDNESDAY
ღA gift for such a little while,
ღYour loss just seems so wrong,
ღYou should not have left before us,
ღIt’s with loved ones you belong.
FOR THURSDAY
ღPerhaps they are not
ღStars in the sky,
ღBut rather openings
ღWhere our loved ones shine down
ღTo let us know they are happy.
FOR FRIDAY
ღ The Watcher ღ
They always leaned to watch for us
Anxious if we were late,
In winter by the window,
In summer by the gate.
And though we mocked them tenderly
Who had such foolish care,
The long way home would seem more safe,
Because they waited there.
Their thoughts were all so full of us,
They never could forget,
And so I think that where they are
They must be watching yet.
Waiting ‘til we come home to them
Anxious if we are late
Watching from Heaven’s window
Leaning from Heaven’s gate.
FOR SATURDAY
ღ As We Look Back ღ
As we look back over time
We find ourselves wondering .....
Did we remember to thank you enough
For all you have done for us?
For all the times you were by our sides
To help and support us .....
To celebrate our successes
To understand our problems
And accept our defeats?
Or for teaching us by your example,
The value of hard work, good judgement,
Courage and integrity?
We wonder if we ever thanked you
For the sacrifices you made.
To let us have the very best?
And for the simple things
Like laughter, smiles and times we shared?
If we have forgotten to show our
Gratitude enough for all the things you did,
We're thanking you now.
And we are hoping you knew all along,
How much you meant to us.
FOR SUNDAY
ღ To Those Whom I Love and Those Who Love Me ღ
When I am gone, release me, let me go
I have so many things to see and do
You must not tie yourself to me with tears
Be happy that I have had so many years
I gave you my love, you can only guess
How much you gave me in happiness
I think you for the love each have shown
But now it is time I travelled on alone
So grieve a while for me, if grieve you must
Then let your grief be comforted by trust
It is only for a while that we must part
So bless the memories in your heart
I will not be far away, for life goes on
So if you need me, call and I will come
Though you can not see or touch me, I will be near
And if you listen with your heart, you will hear
All of my love around you soft and clear
Then, when you must come this way alone
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home"
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……………..Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
……………Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Baby James
What a beautiful little boy.....we always say hello to him when we visit our sleeping beauties, Courtney and Harvey :-) Sleep tight little man, and keep shining down on your mummy and daddy who love you lots! xxxx
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Love & ((Hugs)) Lorraine x x x
MERRY CHRISTMAS
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..............*Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ*........Night
..........*Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ*.......Sweet
........*Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ̵̨̄**Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ*..........Dreams
......*Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ*..........Special
...*Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ*........Angels
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☆ At Christmas Time ☆
Remember they are still with us,
We see their faces every day,
When we raise our Christmas glasses,
They are not too far away.
Though they're not here in body,
Their spirit is still here,
And as long as we remember this,
They always will be near.
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♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS ღ ♥ღ MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥
...........Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
.....….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS ღ ♥ღ MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥
~ James ~
♥ ♥☆ * ☆ * ☆ * ☆ * ☆ *☆ * ☆ * ☆ * ☆ *☆ * ☆ * ☆ *☆ * ☆*★
* . + *SPRINKLING* + .*★
+ . . * + . + * . * + .
+ , *YOUR. + * PAGE+ **★
+ . . * + . + * . * + .*
. * * + . * WITH.* .*★
+ . SOME. * + * * . + * .
. * + * * + . *+ **★
+ ..LOVE.. **★
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Much Love Lorraine x X x
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Tributes For Week Starting 14TH June
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....`’•,,•’`YOU'RE
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.......R .....(,,,,)^(,,,,).
FOR MONDAY
The best and most beautiful
Things in the world cannot
Be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.
FOR TUESDAY
Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.
FOR WEDNESDAY
A gift for such a little while,
Your loss just seems so wrong,
You should not have left before us,
It’s with loved ones you belong.
FOR THURSDAY
Perhaps they are not
Stars in the sky,
But rather openings
Where our loved ones shine down
To let us know they are happy.
FOR FRIDAY
The Watcher
They always leaned to watch for us
Anxious if we were late,
In winter by the window,
In summer by the gate.
And though we mocked them tenderly
Who had such foolish care,
The long way home would seem more safe,
Because they waited there.
Their thoughts were all so full of us,
They never could forget,
And so I think that where they are
They must be watching yet.
Waiting ‘til we come home to them
Anxious if we are late
Watching from Heaven’s window
Leaning from Heaven’s gate.
FOR SATURDAY
As We Look Back
As we look back over time
We find ourselves wondering .....
Did we remember to thank you enough
For all you have done for us?
For all the times you were by our sides
To help and support us .....
To celebrate our successes
To understand our problems
And accept our defeats?
Or for teaching us by your example,
The value of hard work, good judgement,
Courage and integrity?
We wonder if we ever thanked you
For the sacrifices you made.
To let us have the very best?
And for the simple things
Like laughter, smiles and times we shared?
If we have forgotten to show our
Gratitude enough for all the things you did,
We're thanking you now.
And we are hoping you knew all along,
How much you meant to us.
FOR SUNDAY
To Those Whom I Love and Those Who Love Me
When I am gone, release me, let me go
I have so many things to see and do
You must not tie yourself to me with tears
Be happy that I have had so many years
I gave you my love, you can only guess
How much you gave me in happiness
I think you for the love each have shown
But now it is time I travelled on alone
So grieve a while for me, if grieve you must
Then let your grief be comforted by trust
It is only for a while that we must part
So bless the memories in your heart
I will not be far away, for life goes on
So if you need me, call and I will come
Though you can not see or touch me, I will be near
And if you listen with your heart, you will hear
All of my love around you soft and clear
Then, when you must come this way alone
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home"
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
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Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
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